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Sunday, February 14th, 2010
11:11 am
It's amazing how much changes over the years...
Wow, I was an emo teen.
Thursday, April 16th, 2009
12:50 am
Can't believe how long it's been since I've been on this. I'm going to Europe for two months this summer. It's going to be the shit.
Wednesday, June 18th, 2008
2:43 am
The place where nothing is real
I think I need to move somewhere else for awhile. Ann Arbor... you're a prison!
Friday, April 4th, 2008
11:14 pm
I can't wait until this semester ends. What a year... I don't know.

I've completely checked out already?

It's almost as if the more I do, the less I remember forcing me to live in the moment of: right now, I don't know, who are you, and the less I do the more it's whatever man, I'm chillin', groovin to some jams I've been listen' to for ten years. bitch.

The point is.

Do you think they should run orphanages the same way the run the pound... I mean it would completely solve all of the behavioral problems of the children... Act cute and learn some tricks or your gonna get the needle! We can't do anything with you 12 year olds.

I'm 21... adopt me.
Friday, September 14th, 2007
5:46 pm
I still ramble
I haven't been on this in an easily discernable long time.
What have I been up to... hrm.

Woot college, big ball of laughs... but it's starting to make sense, and I'm starting to feel done with it, just 80 more years!!!

I wonder who will speak at my graduation in 2088?
I think I'll speak.
if I can.
Give a special thanks to the weeks spent in Espresso Royale with the faulty internet, but fortunate surplus of outlets.



Really... I'm just wasting time. I have a callback for this gilbert and sullivan show called Iolanthe at 7. Come 7, then I can resume wasting my friday... go to the movies, not learn new music.

I don't know anything about improvising vocally with pentatonic scales.

is this a problem?

Ben?

Sometimes I say random names in my head... ask a question... but they seldom reply.


Hrm.
I wish I had a book I had to read, my classes are just to open ended right now.

I do have a paper to write.

but

what's the point of that

the topic is anything I want to say in 1-2 pages, in French, about the Triplettes of Belleville.

Great movie, I love the frogs, but do I feel like talking about that.

doobie doot doo...

I have a bus to catch.
Friday, June 9th, 2006
9:59 am
So Since Saturday I have had only three shifts off... and of those only one of those glorious periods did not involve class. So I've been hanging out at night a lot, not reading, not cleaning, not studying for next semester like I'd planned, and definitely not saving money. Now the problem is... do I go to my co-workers b-day party and take a cab home only to get up 5 hours later and work all day, crash at my friend's house down the street after breaking 8 out of 10 windows to get in, or forgo it all a stay home and sleep.

but what is sleep anyway...

damn I forgot to turn the coffee pot on...
It's amazing how in the 3 step process of making coffee I often leave out one to three of the steps. my favorite is to forget the water, though I have "cleaned" the pot several times by forgetting the grounds. In that sense I almost feel better about forgetting the grounds.... they can't clean anything, certainly not my sputtering tar-coated mess of a soul.
9:52 am
How is it that I'm working every day but the bank still closed my savings account.? Like 2.94 isn't a resonable balance. sheesh.
I guess just having a checking account is cool because the amount I currently have to save is pretty much lower than 2.94. I'll keep a penny in my bureau for a rainy day 8 ))


afdslkjssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoih;;;;;;;;;fkl

Why do I have so many bills?!?!?!?!?!?!?


I'd better make 90000 dollars tonight.
Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
9:13 am
I need to learn to better use my time and except limitations.

I'm really excited for next semester though, because I have the best schedule and I feel like this summer may be a bust.

Mon
8:30-9:30 Aural Theory II
9:30-10:30 Written Theory III
12-1 French literature and Culture
1-2:30 Choir
4-5:30 Creative Writing
7-9 German

Tues
11-3 work
4-5 Voice Studio

Wed
8:30-9:30 Aural Theory II
9:30-10:30 Written Theory III
12-1 French literature and Culture
1-2:30 Choir
4-5:30 Creative Writing
7-9 German

Thursday
NO CLASSES!
but I'll probably work a double
so work 11-10ish

Friday
9:30-10:30 Written Theory III
12-1 French Lit and Culture
1-2:30 Choir

Voice somewhere



The choir director will hate me because I have to be late, but whatever... they're making me take choir.
I really do want to take other class online were that possible, but I've already maxed out my credits for the semester and the whole excepting limitations needs to fall into place.

I don't know how I got through last semester because I'm only taking one class right now but that mixed with work is killing me. It's like over 50 hours is too much.

Current Mood: awake
Friday, June 2nd, 2006
5:39 pm
So I think I fell asleep about a half hour after my last post.... I just woke up 10 minutes ago.

wtf.... that's about 13 hours or so.

I knew I was tired, but I've never slept until 6 before unless I was taking a nap..

When I looked at the clock in my room I was like... damn the batteries must have died.... then I looked at my other alarm clock and was like.... damn the power must have gone out too... at the same time....

so I picked up my phone... and was like.... whhaat.

So I guess work and class and life got the best of me.


I do feel strangely coherent.

lucky all I had to do that I can't do now was go to the post office.

Current Mood: weird
2:21 am
The movie hostel is seriously fucked up......


it's been awhile since I've seen a horror movie like it.

the sick thing is that it's believable.


it is now time for sick sad world, and Alana to come over.


PS...

Alissa, what's up? I missed your call
Monday, May 29th, 2006
4:57 am
I'm thinking about just not cutting my hair, all summer.


This will be my hippied out summer.

lol I need to go to beeeeeed.
Friday, May 26th, 2006
2:19 pm
Sort of weirded out.
I feel really disconnected right now.
My friends at state are far away, my friends here are either fake or far away, everyone is far away minus a few, and I work non stop.

It's easy to avoid everything with constant work.

I need to stop avoiding.

now.
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
12:03 am
So I got my wisdom teeth out on Monday, and the only thing that really makes my gums feel better even with vicodin and other random pain killer is alcohol... so I had a little rum tonight, and I'm just acting weird... like I was just trying to tune my guitar and I just couldn't get the E string to come up from Eb, then another string broke... because I'd been turning the wrong knob... lol...

whoops... apparently that's noteworthy.


found apt..

hopefully all works out


should go to bed..

soon. will read first.
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
7:46 am
I feel like such a tool because I don't know if I want to go to France or not. A year!? not here... ajlhsdlfh

I never thought it would come to this
Or that I would end up liking it at UofM as much...

what to do?

who?
where?


make my decisions for me

~!
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
3:53 pm
Right now I'm definitely feeling a solid month of lying in bed not moving, that is my dream, that is my goal.

Maybe I need more active goals, but at the same time, those would require effeort and work and I am completely opposed to both of those things.

I have a theory about myself, and as odd as it may be that I'm doing this I want any and all feedback


Numerous times people have said that I'm an enigma, that, they never know what I want or what I'm thiniking...
They delve and delve sometimes, and I give them nothing. They can do whatever they want to me, and generally they still don't know what I'm thinking because honestly, I don't know. I think this is why sometimes people fade from my life almost without me realizing it, because they know they can never get any closer.

I don't know.. I rambling because I'm tired and I want to go to bed above all things but I have to do a project and then go to work and then find some way home and finally do homework and clean only to have to get up at 8 to have a very similar day all over again, minus work, thank god, then friday will come and Saturday and Sunday will roll by, and the week that follows will be filled with the same stresses and boring ideas and dreams, and procrastination, my ever present friend and foe, will be skipping there beside me all the while. I have far to much work to do, but not the will to do it. Sometimes I feel like it's just because I never wanted any of this, and there's no one telling me to do it. I have no support, but at the same time there's no one dragging me down either. I just feel a sort of indifference to my life and needs unless I can be of some service.

I have such beautiful friends and a wonderful family that shout praises and whisper sweet sentiments of love and reminicence. But words more and more mean nothing to me. There is an absence in my mind that nothing seems to fill. A certain something that makes me stare at the colors on the wall, wondering how they all fit together, and when they'll fall apart.

Hrm, my partner should be here by now... I'm going to go wander... and maybe buy a red bull
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
12:33 pm
Sometimes everything's hilarious... well not really, but at least mildly funny.
Work sort of sucked at times last night, walked in to a million tables, I mean I wasn't stressed or anything, but mildly annoyed by the bitch at the head of the large party. But whatever. After work I went over to Amber's had a bottle of wine and drew her for a while, and actually, for charcoal, it didn't turn out too horribly. Most importantly it was fun to do. She made fun of my random inner dialog, which was actually a conversation she wasn't reciprocating... (Bit of a light weight) and better yet, after that, we danced around to Iggy Pop and laughed until 1ish when I left to catch a bus I later realized wasn't running on account of Spring Break. So sitting in the back of my cab watching the lights of the city pass by when suddenly I zoomed into what the cabby was listening to. Love line! haha. Some woman's man apparently fell asleep while she was performing a certain action she'd never done before. Love line's advice... "Maybe he's not into it." ... wow... gem there. Went home went out and home again after sliding around on the frozen over sidewalk.... fun but terrifying. Well I have a voice lesson in an hour.... hahaha.... so haven't practiced... ever.
Friday, February 24th, 2006
8:36 pm
Wow.... I think I'm just going to go to the movies by myself because even my mother is too busy.
Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
3:07 pm
hey,
This is a link to complain to the Detroit City council, you could use it to express your distaste for their actions against the zoo.
http://www3.ci.detroit.mi.us/legislative/Complaints/complaints_frame.htm
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
5:05 pm
Penso che non mi piace il mio professore di italiano. Oggi ci ha insegnato dire parolacce. Mentre è divertente, abbiamo una grande essame presto e non abbiamo imparato molto.

Maintenant j'attend le commencement de ma classe de français, e je me suis ennuie à mourir, et je suis un peu déprimé aussi.

La mia macchina è morito.

Je ne veux pas faire rien.

ma devo

parce que j'ai beaucoup des devoirs de faire maintenant.

Ma ho dimenticato il mio libro di francese


bien sûr je ne peux pas retourner chez moi.


C'è una festa a casa mia domani.

Je ne veux pas y aller.



je veux dormir pour toujours.
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
8:04 am
Here here to waking up 3 hours AFTER your alarm and then procrastinating further by going to write about it.


Last night I took a huge dive on some ice and this morning my elbow feels.... welll... wonderful.


;slkafhshfs


no more tests, me tired, me want Sleep!
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